哭

原本只是想歇息一下
花两个小时上网看部电影
结果我好像选错片了
随着电影情节
突然回想到自己的往事
竟不知觉的把情绪投入其中
眼泪竟然掉下来了
也许真的是累了吧
最近不愉快的事情
接二连三的发生在我身上
关了影片后上面子书
又被其中状态与照片影响情绪
这时候我能找谁
除了自己还是自己
还有两个星期啊
怎么熬下去
逞强好累人
哭也许是个抒发

Something makes me down today

What a bad day for me? Wake up in the early morning saw the result and those messages, just one word to describe my feeling, haiz. People will not appreciate what you do, for those who don’t know, they just put blame on the way you did. I totally have no idea to act and pretend like those people in cruel reality. But I also can’t go on everything with my way, because others will not obey to you. I hate this kind of feeling. I have quit and my friends circle is getting smaller and smaller. Not like the others, one status or one message, all people feels that you are pity and need love and care. Sorry, I’m not lucky as others as I need to face and cheer my mood by my own self.  I’m not lucky as others as I always ignored by people. I’m not lucky as others as I always look tough enough and people will no bother me as well. Perhaps my fierce face also making people running away from me.  But actually I don’t care on all this. Just cruel reality please doesn’t kill me this way, ok? Troublesome problem  just like a snowball getting bigger and bigger. I’m just a human, small like ants on earth, ok? Some more received a message, the flight I booked a few days before also be cancelled. What the XX. Totally make me down and my schedule getting messy.  I totally hate this feeling and I really need a short escape from here. =(

随性

这几天飞机票又再做促销

飞本地别地区真的很便宜

其实这次我没有一定要

只是很随性的跟朋友说声

结果那之前随口说说的旅行

好像可以去得成了耶

其实真的不可以顾虑这么多

便宜飞机票促销第二天都被别人抢完

因为大家的出发点不一样

就这么拖拖拉拉

还是订不成那便宜的飞机票

这一次没有很在乎

然后我朋友介绍我这航空

可以怡保直飞

不用特地去KL飞

算算价钱也没差很多

隔天早上我就订了飞机票

爽快并易解决

原来我第一次飞不是飞国外

而是飞本地

还是一个人从怡保飞

想到就爽死了

虽然我这一趟飞一个不是很城市的地区

但真正旅行不是在乎你去得有多豪华

六月考试的结束

象征假期的开始

一直去玩不要以为我很有钱

其实我真的很穷了

但不管这么多

以后出来工作钱可以赚回来